Alright, so I just got back home like 10 minutes ago and I headed straight for the comp right after changing xD I'm supposed to have supper and take a shower first but mehhh, who cares :3

So anyways, about today, there was exceptionally more work to do unlike the past few days. Like OH MAI BUDDHA. I had like 2 new cases, and 4 cases discharged! URGH so much report to write! And my ballpen had no oil! Even if I got oil also I couldn't write so fast OTL HAHAH okay, the oil part is an internal joke so yeah xD Only certain people can understand it. Basically the ASIANS. LOL okay, I sounded abit racist there for a second, but nevermind. I don't care xD Anyways speaking about having so much work, I actually had to use this line when my colleague asked me for help LOL

The line is... "I got 2 job over here! 5 job over there! Blowjob over there! I can't do it! I don't hep!" LOL And my colleague was like "wtf... kay nevermind" HAHAH He might have thought I was gay or something after I said that OTL

Anyways, with so many sick people coming in and so few coming out. I tend to keep asking myself, "Is this all worth fighting for?" And you know what? Till now, I haven't had the answer. Throughout my life in as a Nurse, I've lost so many friends and families to disease and I'm not sure if I'm even making any difference for the people. Guess I'll only find out as I progress later on -shrugs-

Neeways. My shoulder hurts like fark today all of a sudden and I don't know why, its like pain all the way down to the bone sia and I think I can't play basketball tomorrow OTL Maybe I'll just sit and watch tomorrow xD OH YEAH SHIT. Tomorrow I still need to attend some vaccination thing early in the morning tomorrow so I must remember to tell Meriku that I can't come early tomorrow QAQ I can only come during noon. GEEZUS.

Sooo, love life. 5 days since I last saw her beautiful face. I'm starting to miss her alot. Like as in, I just miss seeing her. I know some guys think I'm weird cos to me, if I love someone, all I need is to see her smile. Thats it! No need for hugs or kisses or even sweet words from her to make myself feel loved. Oh yeah and I dreamt about her last night. Let me recall what was the dream about... Oh yeah. I dreamt that I sorta confessed to her, but its like she put her index finger on my lips and silenced me halfway. Before I know it, she actually came up close to me slowly and just pressed her lips against mine O///A///O Its like the OMGWTF experience man! I felt so happy in my dream that when I woke up into real life. I felt like shiet and demoralised after that :yaoming: But meh, I suppose that dream was just fanfic shiet or something LOL

ANYWAYS ERHEM ERHEM. Damn. I say anyways too much already. I should stop using that word and use things like "moving on" or even "next up" LOL I was just joking. I don't care if I use a certain word too much. I couldn't have used "Anyways" as much as "FUCK" LOL ITS TRUE! So yeah anyways, oh wait I mean FUCK, urhhh LOL I'm done blogging for tonight. My shoulder hurts, and I gotta wake up at 5.30am tomorrow. So let you guys have a good friday night! Have a good one yeah! -kissesdoublefingers- Peace out yo!