YO! Whatsup guys! xD Its been a long time yeah! Anyways, long time no talk, so there's lots of update to be written. SO. About my life. I think it's changed alot now. I feel that its because of the new year that my life's changed. OBVIOUSLY. Changed for the better and not for the worse xD So here's the story of my life. RECENTLY. LOL.

Okay, so my life's been getting busy with work. AS ALWAYS. THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE. My family's been great, AS ALWAYS TOO. But I've been better! NOT AS ALWAYS HAHA! Anyways, I've made lots of new resolutions for the new year and I'm so far doing things bit by bit, and one by one xD AND YOU KNOW WHAT, IT DIDN'T TURN OUT AS BAD AS EXPECTED. I mean, bit by bit is okay, but to finish one thing at a time, some people may think it's slow. But I think its perfectly okay so long as you don't stop <: So the new year's resolutions. First, I wanna make my body a little more buffed up, WITH ABS. THATS RIGHT LADIES. I SAID BUFF UP. WITH ABS. I KNOW YOU RIEKIES 8'D -bricked- okay I should stop xD On a side note, I do have abs already, just that I wanna keep them well toned and maintained 8'D Okay so the second resolution. I wanna train up my voice and do Japanese pop covers of songs by UVERworld, FLOW, and maybe even covers of songs that has Japanese rap to it. And so far, I've been doing great with self practice (: Note to peeps out there who wanna do their covers too. ALWAYS LEARN THE LYRICS FIRST BEFORE YOU GO FOR THE TONE. YOU CAN'T DO TONE WITHOUT THE LYRICS. GOOD LARK. Next resolution, doing well in Cosplay 8'D I have only have 2 goals in Cosplay. 1 is to try my best to reach Jesuke's level, and 2, make more friends. AS MANY AS I CAN 8'D And with my ADHD, I think making friends isn't gonna be a problem (Y) Okay and the last resolution, going to polytechnic studies after my ITE (: I've done pretty flawlessly (NO SUCH WORD), so I'm looking forward to seeing my other friends in Poly 8'D And I'm going to NANYANG POLY. IF ANYONE'S HEADING THERE THIS APRIL, I'LL SEE YOU GUYS THERE :D So yeah, my life's changed because of all these goals now xD I'm trying to discipline myself as much as I can (well because I tend to side track from goals and I procrastinate ALOT) so yeah, I guess my life's changed I suppose LOL xD

Soooooooo. Whats an update without the love-life part? :D I KNOW SOME PEOPLE ARE WAITING ON THE NEWS. AND TO BE HONEST, I DON'T HAVE ANY UPDATE ON THAT D: Cos cos, she's having her O levels now, and I've not contacted her ever since the new year because I don't wanna distract her >< I want her to have full concentration and do well with her exams >< So yeah. Thats why I've not been contacting her. Its kinda sad, but I guess, if I want to really be supportive of her, I need to understand that this is important for her. And if you're reading this, I want you to know how much I truly care for you, and how much I'm willing to wait for you. After your exams at the end of this year, we'll celebrate it together along with our friends, and have lots of fun! (': Don't worry about me, cos I'll always be here. I'm always right behind you, waving the flag with your name on it. And if you ever need somebody to depend on, I'm always just a call/text away. I love you dear >///< And no one else <3

OKAY. SO ANYWAYS. THATS ALL. IGNORE THAT MUSHY SHIT ^ I WAS JUST INTO THE MOMENT SO LET ME HAVE IT OKAYYY. SO YEAH. CIAO. LOL.

Asdfghjkl. Let me be honest. I have no idea what to update  you guys on. LIKE REALLY, I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO UPDATE. Anyways, I'll just take Mikiru's advice and just write whatever comes to mind.

HERP DERP. UHHHH. I DON'T KNOW OKAY. Okay okay okay. Here it goes. BANANAS ARE GOOD SOURCE OF POTASSIUM -gets smacked- xD Lowl!

Okay seriously, that was stupid xD Okay okay okay. C'mon hash. You can do this. I know you can blog cos you've never blogged for a VERY long time already. All you need is focus to keep the ball rolling.

ALRIGHT ALRIGHT. I GOT IT. Well, at least I think I got it -cracks brain-

Maybe I should just update on myself then. Yeah thats a good idea, lets start with that. Hmmmm. So here's a start.

Been recently getting more involved into my hobbies lately, as in like, I've been getting more and more serious with my hobbies as the days go by. Basically refers to hobbies like cosplay and gaming ah. And surprisingly, I've gotten alot more closer with people during the past few months. Its not like me to be that way actually, I mean, I'm usually bad with people. I wouldn't know the right thing to say and I wouldn't usually know what people are thinking. YES. I'M A SUPER DENSE GUY.

Even some of the people who likes me in that way kinda think so too. FARK. There was once where one of them actually told a close friend that she finds my dense side cute. LIKE WAHT. SERIOUSLY? HOW IS A DENSE GUY CUTE? I THOUGHT GIRLS ALWAYS PREFERRED A GUY TO KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON AROUND HIM ESPECIALLY WITH THE GIRL THAT HE LOVES? Bleah. MOVING ON.

Anyways, about the hobbies. My cosplay, no doubt, I have been improving. I've got the correct brands for the make up I need, I have enough practice to be able to do stuff like props and make up on my own etc etc. And I'm finally learning how to make coscards and stuff like that. There's alot of skills to pick up in cosplay actually. You'll be surprised with what you can learn in cosplay itself. Stuff like prop building, sewing, wig styling, make up, posing, and even smiling. YES. FOR SOME, SMILING TAKES SKILL IN ORDER TO GET THE CORRECT SMILE FOR EACH CHARACTER, EVEN IF THE CHARACTER DOESN'T SMILE, THERE'S ALWAYS A SIGNATURE LOOK ON HIS/HER FACE TO FOLLOW.

So yeap. Oh and speaking of which, I'm kinda excited now, cos my mum bought a "MAC" eye shadow pallet from overseas! The one with like 40+ colours to choose from. I can finally do all my Vocaloid without any problems! :D She's gonna come back tomorrow, so I will ask her about it then.

Oh and gaming wise, there's been a genre which I've been interested in for a long time but I was never good at it. 2D fighting games. Games like Street fighter, Marvel VS Capcom, and King Of Fighters, I've been playing them for about 3 years now but I've only begun to reach the tournament standards only recently last year. I'm really really excited on being able to finally reach up to the tournament standards lately. And I've been practicing really really hard with my friends. And thanks to the deep involvement with the gaming community, I'm finally best friends with SG's number 1 Street fighter player! Xian! He's a really cool and humble dude who never cared about his rank. And seriously, I respect him for that. He's followed me on twitter and also added me on facebook last year :D Super happy.

Then what else ah?? Oh yeah. I've developed a new hobby as well just the recent december. I'm starting to get interested in Japanese folklores and Urban Legend, that I've actually read up on most of them and have made a journal for all the Japanese supernatural stuff. Anyways, I should probably set up a separate blog for the Japanese folklore stuff. Anyways, thats about it on the stuff thats been happening I guess.

OH YEAH. I HAVE 1 MORE YEAR LEFT TO WAIT. Okay, anyways thats all! I'm stopping here for today! Have fun reading Mikiru!

Alright, hi. Its me again :D so how's it going guys? (: Hope you guys are doing good recently ever since I last blogged 6 days ago (: Anyways, the update.

We interrupt this programme to bring you an update on HASH'S BLOG. LOL! That's the typical line you hear everytime there's a news update in the middle of a television programme xD So yeah, enough of the cheesy stuff. Let's get into it yeah!

So recently, things have been super super shiok for me, well because, holidays have started and I finally can get all the time in the world to sleep as much as I want to :D Yes, so I've been able to get lots of rest recently and I'm feeling really really great :D So anyways, throughout the whole week, all I did was just simply -> wake up in the morning, eat breakfast, bathe, go out with friends, come back home, sleep. Yesh! Everyday has been like that and yes! Because I go out too much, congratulations! I now have no money in my wallet :B But meh, I'm going to work soon part time for the next week and I'll probably be able to regain some cash before I get back into school for the new semester. Oh yeah, which reminds me, I did mention I had a challenge by a rival for the recent friday. Apparently, he postponed it to this coming friday and I'm like "wtf? Seriously?" -.- I can't believe he challenged me and then asked for a postpone, as if he's the only one with a busy schedule. Urgh. Next week I got work, so see how bahh. If I'm too busy or too lazy to entertain his challenge the coming friday, I won't go. Period. Why should I be the one accommodating to his schedule when he's the one who wants to challenge me right? -.- Bakayaro. Anyways, moving on to the next topic (Because I don't want to say much about the challenge), love life (: Which we will touch on, shortly, after this commercial. LOL Okay that was cheesy, we should just move on yeah (:

So the next update, love life (: Well just yesterday (which is saturday by the way), I got to go out with her after so long of not seeing her! OMG, I swear, its the most awesome time of my life! Cos its like, I haven't seen her for a very long time since she's been busy with exams, and finally I could see her again! I mean like, really. I've been missing her alot lately, and god has answered my prayers by putting us together again even if its for a short while xD So anyways, in the morning, I met her at bugis mrt station at 11am, and its like, we had a really cute argument the moment we saw each other, because its like, she didn't want to come out of the pharmacy, and I was lazy to go to the pharmacy section xD So we had a cute argument, after which, of course, I gave in xD And decided to just walk over to the pharmacy to meet her :3 Anyways, we walked around bugis alot, looking through all the cloth shops as she needed some cloth for sewing and when we were done, we got some bubbletea together at Koi (: My treat of course xD Hahah, I mean c'mon, its not everyday I get to treat her to something sweet right? xD So yeah, I got her the bubbletea <: Anyways after bubbletea, we went to slack a while within Bugis + since it was getting slightly hot during the afternoon and around 3-4pm, she left. So I dropped her off at the train station, gave her a hug goodbye, and after that, went on my way (: I went to scape after that, to meet some of my bros (: We slacked at Scape, talking bullshit, smoked abit, and around 8+ in the evening, we went for dinner which after that Eugene, treated me to a drink LOL Damn nice of him sia. I think the next time we go out, his drink will be on me. No wait. His food will be on me too! Yeah! Thats what brothers are for anyways :D He's been a really good friend ever since I met him during 2010, just like the rest, so I wouldn't mind spending a little bit more for him (:

Anyways, thats all I've got on this week so far, and just a shoutout to a reader here... BAKA TSUNDERE IMOUTO. YES YOU. YOU OWE ONII-CHAN HUGS. BIG BIG ONES OKAY. LOL Okay, so thats all for today and well, I'll catch up with you guys next time yeah xD Stay tuned to Hash's Blog for more updates. LOL Okay, bad news channel reference that no one gets xD Nevermind. BYE :D Xoxoxo

Okay guys! So I'm back after such a long time of absence! First things first. I would like to sincerely apologise, for the countless weeks I have not blogged throughout this whole time. I would also like to take this chance to explain myself for my absence since I'm already here.

So here it goes... I've been rather busy for the past few weeks with my Nursing stuff and also, for the past few weekends, I've been having to many Cosplay events to attend to as well. Not only that, partly also because my computer is down, even if I wanted to blog, I couldn't. I did try my best to go over to the nearby internet cafe to blog, but unfortunately, the shop has already closed down. I guess it can't be helped. The last time I went to that shop was several months ago. Anyways, I'm really really sorry for keeping you guys waiting, and I just want to assure you guys now, that for one, my Nurse's contract with the hospital has already ended, so I'm not as busy now. Two, my brother has a new computer over at mum's house, and he did say I can come over and use it anytime I like regardless, to blog, to watch anime, to this, to that, you name it, he allows it! LOL Okay, so I'm really fortunate now, and yeah, thank god I can finally blog now and keep you guys entertained! So anyways, enough of apologies, lets get into it! This is the sequel to my currently life from the past, featuring Evans Yoshitaka! Believe it! LOL

Alright, so enough of the cheesy transition to the updates. Updates. Like I mentioned, my Nurse's contract with the hospital has already ended and I have 2 more weeks of break before the new semester starts again. So that means... MORE ANIME MORE OUTINGS AND MORE TIME TO DO ANYTHING I WANT YEAHHHHHH. LOL. Its really a "sweet Jesus" kind of feeling the moment I finished working on the last day, last saturday though hahah :D So technically, you could say that my break just started and I still got lots of time to do anything I want :D I'm so spoilt for choice now! I can like watch my Animes, play my games, go out and have fun, so yeah xD You get what I mean lahh hor :3

So moving on, just the recent weekend, I got challenged by a rival of mine to a duel. Thats right. A fight. Things go way back between us and lets just say, what I did, goes a long way beyond than just pissing him off. Plus, he was a person that people would describe as "bad company". So I kinda told him that I couldn't continue living life the way he is and decided to take responsibility for my own actions. He was very very pissed about me "abandoning" him so now he's coming to bite me in the ass. All I can say is that, I accepted his challenge, only because I wanted to get our long ass grudge over and done with. Settle it once and for all. If I win, he leaves me, if I lose, I'm in big trouble. So I'm gonna spend the next 3-4 days training up before I see him the coming friday. Its gonna be a pain in the ass, but its something I must do. Oh, and I also forgot to mention that, its not only me that's being harassed by him at times, but its the people around me. So recently, I told him that if its me that he wants, its me that he'll get. No point harassing the others just to get at me. Its cheap.

Soooooo enough of the serious stuff above, and lets go into love life (: Love life, I haven't seen her ever since STGCC and even during the event, I didn't get to communicate with her much :/ She was with another male partner, and they were cosing Korushitsuji, the usual pairing, Ciel and Sebastian. And yeah, she did the Ciel. During the event, when I saw her, I swear to god, she was like the most beautiful thing god has ever created for me. She was so beautiful in her makeup and costume. Even though Ciel was a male character, you could still see that very stunning feminine side of her, which obviously, I didn't always have the chance to see. But yeah, she was just really beautiful. Very very lady like. Its as though she's already reached the phase of becoming a woman >///< Thats how maturely beautiful she was. Anyways, I haven't gotten to see her yet ever since, but I hope I could see her soon ): I really miss her, but I'm bad at striking conversations whenever I'm with her. Its not like I want to be shy or anything, but it just keeps coming over me. Sian. At this rate I'll never be able to make an impression or an impact on her ): Sometimes I wish I could talk to her just like how I talk to my other female friends normally OTL :yaoming: Nevermind, maybe I'll just enjoy her company just like a hobo enjoying the company of a pigeon LOL Thats so sad :B Anyways, thats all for now, and my cats are like sitting next to me watching me blog, so I think I better go soon. I think they're like waiting for me to head to bed first then they'll go to sleep as well. They so loyal sia ;'D I love them so much! <3 Phantom and Panther <3

So anyways, thats all for tonight. I think this is a really really long post LOL. But yeah, its all the stuff thats been happening ever since I last blogged mah :3 Anyways, I'll catch you guys laterrr :D Laterz gee! :D

Hey guys. Its me. First things first. I would really really like to take this time to apologize to my dear readers for not being able to update my blog for more than a week. I'm sorry, to be honest, for that period of time, I kept procrastinating till I didn't feel like I even want to update the blog. But it was selfish to all the anonymous readers out there, so yeah. I'm sincerely very very sorry.

Anyways. Its been a long time since I updated yeah? So of course, I would have alot of things to tell you guys in tonight's update (: So lets get into it!

Okay, so mainly this whole week, I've just started my Psychiatric Nursing at the Institute of Mental Health (IMH). So yeah, its been really really fun working with the patients, I mean, I get to counsel some patients and make them feel better. Most of them are independent actually, just that, whenever some of them get depressed, thats where my role as a Psychiatric Nurse comes in (:

Alright, moving on, other than work right, just yesterday. Eugene, Pen, TK and myself were discussing of a new series we were working together to create (: As in a manga series xD Originally its Eugene's, but the three of us just chipped in ideas and tried to make the base storyline more interesting.

Anyways, the story is called Kronous, derived from the English word "Chrono", which means time travel. Yes, this manga series, unlike the others, its about time and space, which is really really interesting to me! (: So anyways, in the story, Kronous is a device used to utilize a stone called Distortionite, which is created by burning Quartz inside an hour glass. This "Distortionite", as it's name suggests, causes distortion in time and space just like how heat waves distorts the surrounding air around the heat causing visible distortion. So this Distortionite, is utilized by the device, "Kronous", to manipulate time frames. Basically, as a start. Every single matter in the world we live in, have its own time frame. Regardless, living thing, or non living thing. So by using Distortionite, people are allowed to manipulate time and time travel to whenever they like. And the people who would use this Distortionite for such purposes, would be called "Agents". Not everyone and anyone has Kronous to manipulate the time. But there is a downside, if two agents clashed their time frames into each other with the use of Distortionite, regardless accident or not, the "Agents" would be trapped in a "Paused" time with absolutely no time and space. Everything around would stop existing and they will be considered trapped in a place full of concentrated time and space due to the clash of Distortionite and therefore resulting in the time frames to sink into each other into a vortex that would eventually be turned into a "Deep Hole". A "Deep Hole" is basically a portal of concentrated time and space that has sunk into each other causing absolutely NO time and space existence within the "Deep Hole" region. This is where the "Agents" will be trapped for unknown periods, though it is not impossible to get out.

Anyways, this is just a preview of what was discussed among the 4 of us. We sounded like Professors of Physics when we were discussing it a restaurant last night so, we gave it a pause first since we also started discussing since 8+ in the night till 10.30pm xD So yeah, I'm still interested to figure out more details on the space time concepts and laws though so yeah xD Quantum Physics and Atomic Physics encyclopedia, HERE I COME! 8D

Hello. With feelings. LOL Kay that was a random start off. Was kinda supposed to update my blog on Sunday I got home late thanks who made me run around like an idiot late that night, WHICH made me reach home late as well. So yeah, I was too tired to blog during the night. Anyways, I HAD FUN ON SUNDAY. REMEMBER HOW I SAID I WAS HEADING FOR STREETFEST AND I WAS GONNA MEET HER ON THAT DAY??? YEAH. I KINDA GOT HIGH AFTER WE BOTH MET AT THE TRAIN STATION <3 Kay, enough caps for now, I'll just tell the story in a calm, and civilized manner xD

So here it goes. Since Streetfest was held at Vivocity, the both us decided that we shall meet right in front of Candy Empire. And yeah, when I got there, I gave her a call and I was like "Hey, where you?" And she was like "Oh, I'm in the toilet, still changing into my cos..." Then I was like "Oh okay! I'll just wait for you right here." And she was like "Okay..." So I waited for here infront of Candy Empire. And you know what? Several minutes later, all I was watching was this BEAUTIFUL girl in grey hair and make up, smiling at me! :D AND YES! THAT WAS HER!

Alright, so we gave each other hugs when we met as usual and then we made our way to the sky garden, where the event was held (: And yeah, from that point onwards, it was just ME and HER. And it was so awesome! We cracked so much jokes together! Took so many photos together! Had so much fun together! Basically everything we did on that day, we did it together! And there was a really awkward yet memorable time during the event where, she just started nudging and poking me for the fun of it and I was like telling her to stop y'know, but she didn't. She was in her playful mood so I just grabbed her hands to stop and at that point of time, I suddenly realised... OH MY GOD? I'M HOLDING HER HANDS! BOTH OF THEM! WITH BOTH MY HANDS! I started to feel a little awkward after that when I was still holding her hands but seeing how she didn't mind, I just kept holding it >///< And yeah, it was the best experience I've ever had!!! I mean like! For months that I've been interested in her, I finally get to hold her hands for the first time! And they're so cute! x3 She had small hands that had smooth skin plus baby soft palms accompanied with her slim yet slender fingers and the best part? THEY FIT NICELY INTO MINE. IT WAS AWESOME! ITS LIKE WE WERE MADE FOR EACH OTHER Y'KNOW? 8'D So anyways after that, when the event ended, I sent her off at the train station, gave her a hug, and told her to text me when she reached home, cos I wanna know if she gets home safe y'know >///< Which after that, she really did! 8'D I mean, she actually took my words! <3<3<3<3<3 I'm so deeply in love with her! I swear! She's the one!

Okay so enough about love life for now, so back to monday and today's update. Work is pretty slacky cos its at the Polyclinic so its not that rush unlike the hospital and plus its all morning shift all the way. But in my opinion, its pretty boring though -A- Thank god its only for one week and I'm back to the wards (Y) So anyways, yeah! Thats about it! <: I'll catch you guys later next time alright! Have a good one guys! <3

As a man of my word, I said I would update my blog tonight in the previous post yeah? So yepp (: Here it is.

I spent the afternoon working my ass off to help my boss make a Gundam cos over at the warehouse and it turned got completed pretty fast today (: Plus, I saw some friends whom I've never got in touch much recently so yeah, I kinda managed to catch up with them. Anyways, I left the warehouse in the evening so I could meet twinneh! Thats right! Its my little twin TK! <3 He has always been there for me everytime I needed company, and I was pretty happy that I got to see him after so long! LOL I wanted to use this line but I know I can't cos I'm only like 2 years older than TK and the last time I saw him was like 3 weeks ago LOL So anyways, the line I spoke of is "My my! Look at how you've grown after all this while!" LOL! So random but funny bahh xD K can, enough for tonight. Moving on to the next paragraph.

I really want to thank those who read my blog and came up to me to check if I was alright on my own yesterday. Actually, its basically 2 people that cheered me up only. Meriku, and Usami. LOL Meriku somehow really knows when to show up and take good care of me OTL I feel so bad to trouble her so much. And I kinda just got close to Usami like recently and apparently we're foster siblings now (: And well, ever since we got close recently, I've been confiding in her alot. Wait. Not alot. LIKE HELL ALOT. I've been confiding in her about my past, my present, and also my love life. I have to say, thanks for all the ears you've given me to hear me out all this while. If you're reading this Usami, thank you so much (: Anyways, the ears part sounded really wrong LOL Okay back to the point. Meriku, if you're reading this (probably you are LOL), I want to thank you just as much for all your care throughout our time. I mean, I don't think I can thank you enough especially after that Cosfest evening where you kinda resorted to pinning me down to make me sleep when I was tired yet stubborn >///> But really, thanks alot yeah.

Okay, so with all that thanking done. Oh right! I was talking about my day halfway. I went out with TK for the evening and we kinda played abit of SSF4AE just now and we had super funny random moments just now xD Its too funny that I can't explain it LOL You must play SSF4AE to know what I'm talking about OTL SSF4AE means "Super Street Fighter 4 Arcade Edition" by the way in case some of you readers don't know. So yeah, had lots of fun with TK today, and tomorrow I'll be seeing him again! :D Its gonna be so much fun! <3

Oh wait! Most important feed of the day! I mean night! LOL Tomorrow's Streetfest! And she's going! And after I found out from her that she's gonna head to the event alone, I kinda asked if I could go with her since I had no one else to go with as well ): FOREVER ALONE LOL But she did mention that after she's at the event, she has a shoot with her own group so I'm not sure what to do next OTL I mean, if her group has some friends that I know of, I won't face any awkward situation and can just stay with her and "mingle" around with the people I know from her group y'know ;) But more importantly, I can just stay around her <3 Maybe I'll try asking if I can be her Sai-kang tomorrow? (: Maybe that might allow me to tag along for the shoot as well >///< Oh yeah, apologies, "Sai-Kang" by the way, literally means "Asshole" but in cosplay terms, we meant it as "Baggage carrier". Because cosplayers have lots of trouble carrying their own bags when they're in their costumes, we developed this term to refer to those who would help the cosplayers carry their baggage (: So yeah xD I'm NOT gonna be her asshole, but rather I'm gonna be her baggage carrier, IF she would allow it <:

So yeah, thats about it for tonight. I gotta go to sleep as soon as I possibly can and prepare for tomorrow (: I just washed my wig, my favourite shirt, and hopefully, they can dry in time for tomorrow to be worn to the event. So yeah (: Goodnight guys! Love you! See you around! <3

Anyways, just to combine posts, Song of tonight would be LMC's Sora Namidairo <3 Go search for it on youtube! They have it there! Don't expect me to link it here just cos you guys are lazy okay! ;)